My changes have been coming hot an heavy over the past few months. I have done more changing than I have in 20 plus years when I first felt Spirit saying for me to STOP! CHANGE!
Who knew that meditating, taking yoga and receiving Reiki would bring so much stuff up and out of me. It seems I am living my whole life again emotionally and mentally. I'm getting the opportunity to see what my life was outside of my hurt, pain and anger. Forever I have been in survival mode. I didn't know and never cared that I was stuck. I was too busy trying to protect myself. Everyone was either my enemy, out to get me or I was going to get them before they got me. While in protection mode my heart and spirit were suffering. My ego and my skewed view were damaging and redefining who I was made to be. Before long I operated in that mode for so long I could no longer tell the difference between who I was created to be and who I was now.
Life was never meant to turn you into something other than your PURPOSE. No matter how hard or tragic your life may be at the moment you were created for a reason and the only way you can find out what that PURPOSE is, is to get still...get quiet and listen.
The last few days as I take my classes and listen to YouTube video's the same message is coming through. Your mind will run and run and run. It will either be in your past or in your future. I was not aware of this before. I thought it was the right thing to do to have my mind always thinking about the next step. WRONG!
I'm grateful that Spirit reached me through my survival mode. I didn't think it was possible to have feelings again. I didn't think it was possible for me to walk in this life vulnerable. I'm still in my journey - there is no end - spirit never dies.
Will you start your journey today?
Peace & Love
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