It has not been pretty and not been fun. I was doing meditation, yoga and Reiki. When I wasn't in a session I was listening to YouTube videos about Spirituality. My ego and ID were pissed I was confused, scared and at times thought I'd gone crazy. I have my degree in Psychology_Specialized Life Coach. I worked as a counselor and I was running the DSM V through my mind at night to diagnose myself instead of sleeping. I bought crystals and crystal bracelets. I carried the crystals with me; I slept with them under my pillow. I hiked with them and placed them on Stone Mountain.
I have been immersing myself in my Spiritual life.
Why? Cause this time I wanted it. This time it was life or death for me. I don't mean I was going to kill myself; I mean I was sick and tired of myself. Life was empty and I was tired of living my life like I was reading a script. My heart was black - I was soulless.
I have not arrived - there is no destination point on my spiritual journey. What I have gained over these past months is HOPE. I have HOPE in my soul now. There is something more to this life. I know it for myself; not following after someone else's path or plan or doctrine.
My spirit is on fire in me and I am in LOVE with the process; I'm in LOVE with my new awareness.
In LOVE and GRATEFUL.
Peace & Love
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