I understand it now that I was always closer to the Spiritual realm than the physical. When I was around 15 years old my family changed from being all the other faiths to Pentecostal. My gifts started to manifest in that environment however; I didn't understand what it was and neither did anyone around me.
Even with all that has happened to me during my life it is still up to me to heed the call to CHANGE. I can search on the outside forever however; the calling is coming from my spirit. It recognizes things in the physical realm and the lessons they are bringing to my life and it is calling me to change.
Change is never at an opportune time for the one called to change; and that is where you faith comes it. You have to invest yourself in your relationship with the one who created you so you know which way to go when what you believe is negative appears in your life.
I've said before that I've lamented that change is only issued forth in my life out of PAIN. I hate that for myself and I hate it for others. I don't understand why my change doesn't come through other ways and that is OK now. I was recently challenged in my beliefs when one of my children had an issue in their lives. It showed me and asked me what I really believed. Did I believe God in all situations or just the ones that didn't include my children. At the end of the day I sided with God in all situations - even my children. He loves them more than I even know how and I accept whatever is manifesting in their life is just like mines - because the ONE who created them said it was OK.
I'm not saying this way is easy; I am simply saying to me it is more than worth it!
On a side note you may be trying to figure out what my belief system is. I have none. I use the word God/Universe interchangeably because I continue to have experiences and am called to assist people of so many walks of life that sticking to a belief or name does not allow them to heal nor me to act in my gift. Each time I have journeyed with a person they have found their own name for their experience and who acted on their behalf. And that is the best way because they walk away knowing that they are their source and not me. I was just the midwife in the room. I know that I was created and I answer and believe in the ONE who created me. My gift is that I am open to everyone - what is more important than a person believing what I believe is that they find what THEY believe in and I am not in their way. I believe if you are lead to this blog; to my Life Coach business then you are ready to change. And if that call to you is to birth your PURPOSE/DESTINY then I am the one in the maturity ward with you - and all that requires is what is given to me - the spiritual gifts of peace, forgiveness and unconditional love while you find your TRUTH.
You have a 'SEARCHING FOR YOURSELF' story and want to share?
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Peace & Love
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