This is a difficult one for me.
I still have not come to terms with it.
God has allowed people for one reason or another to not be in my life anymore. I have to admit my life is more peaceful than it has ever been. I have learned more about myself in these last 3 years of people exiting my life than I have in the 17 years prior. I am grateful for the peace and how God has restored my life over the last year however; I am missing terribly the people who are gone. God has shown me over and over again on different occasions that the people who are gone from my life need to be gone and they don't need to be back in my life the way they used to be. It still hurts; and on some days missing them just brings tears to my eyes.
It's hard to see that God has more people out there who can more than fill the void the other left however; I question why not have forgiveness and unconditional love work in these relationships. I know why in my head because relationships are a two way street - the other person(s) has to want to work through issues too but my heart is just sad at the truth.
The good thing is my Spiritual journey over the past 3 years has gotten me rooted in my lane; and the times when I start to veer into other peoples lanes then God is able to get me back in my lane. I am more sensitive to His will in my life. I can't see the BIG picture and a lot of it's pieces however; I know it is a picture there and I trust God to bring it into focus for me. I know it's important for me to walk out the parts God has allowed me to see so I will be ready for the rest.
Peace is a beautiful thing. Walking in my new life is a beautiful thing.
I trust that God knows the people who are supposed to be in my life and I trust His insight.
You have a 'EVER'BODY CAIN'T GO' story and want to share?
Please chime in.
Peace & Love
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