My difficult issue is running about 3 + years right now. It all started January 22, 2015 when I reached out to my Spiritual Advisor and she told me I was standing in my own way. I didn't believe her so I went and told my Dad(GOD) and guess what. As soon as I said God show me; I want my life to be yours......my whole life commenced to falling apart! No joke. And yes, my Spiritual Advisor was right. I was dead smack in my own way!
It has been a long painful journey and yes the days that are better are adding up however; it is still challenging. Now I use those hard days as Gratitude Days. Each day as I walk 7 - 10 minutes from the parking lot to my job I talk to God and tell Him how I am so grateful in an itemized list. I also listen to a lot of self-help books and podcasts. I meditate 1 hour each morning and I do my Crossfit 5x a week. I am still working on eating healthier.
The change is still there and the things I've added to my daily life help me navigate what I perceive as ups and downs.
I am grateful that my eyes are open now. Yes, on some days I am really sad and miss certain people in my life. I do the should and wishing that things were different. I know things can never be the same and on some days I'm glad they never can; and on others I'm going through my tissue box.
I desire to have the life God has created for me. It's up to me to use my mustard seed faith to get to it. God has done His part and as much as He loves me He can't BELIEVE in my PURPOSE for me.
The ball is in my court!
You have a CHANGE IS HARD ' story and want to share?
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Peace & Love
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