November 1

As I look back over my 1st business got bootcamp? the Dream and Create was not there anymore; I lost it along the way. As I tried to explain my business to family and let them know I was OK and I was responsible I started to doubt myself.  In that doubt I had an emotional moment when LIFE was just too hard and at the height of my business when clients were ready to sign up for another month - I told them to take a break and closed my bootcamp down. That was over 7 years ago and I have never been able to reopen that bootcamp again although I have tried several times.

Another such occasion when I did not Dream and Create was when I worked for a Top Fortune 500 communications company.  I'd been hired as a software engineer and prior to my start date HR called me and asked would I be willing to come in as a Team Lead instead of a Software Engineer.  I said yes of course and from there I worked my way up to acting manager. I was due to be promoted to junior manager; just as the merger went through I was downsized.  The important thing about my time at the telecom company was I was always afraid.  I doubted my gift. See I had not been to college I was in the Navy and trained in telecommunications.  I got the job via a consulting firm who gave me several exams and trained me.  During the whole interview and testing process God was opening my mind so I could understand the coding and the training I was provided. As my responsibility increased the more I started doubting myself and judging myself against my peers and the people I lead.  During that time the tech field was more male dominated and I had several men who questioned me and with their questions I questioned and doubted my gift and with that came mistakes and eventually I was laid off.

I look back at these two occasions as I launch my Life Coach business and all the pieces that I will be rolling out during the upcoming years and months. Dream and Create, not DOUBT is in the forefront of my mind now.  God has given me my gift and explaining it to anyone is not what I have to do or concern myself with. All I have to do is have the FAITH that God knows my PURPOSE and He will open the right doors for me and through my relationship with Him I will know an OPEN door from a CLOSED door.  I will be able to see what is not there knowing that I am DREAMING and CREATING my PURPOSE/DESTINY as I journey.

Do you have a  'DREAM AND CREATE' story and want to share?  

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Peace & Love

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